I feel like I have kinda lost a best friend. It's a friend that I guess I have majorly taken for granted in the past. We didnt get into a fight or anything, but I feel like certain circumstances are going to prevent us from hanging out anymore. I'm not mad or anything. I'm actually really happy for him, but I just hate change and know our friendship really won't be the same (for awhile, at least). We haven't talked in like over 2 weeks- but I did leave a message on his machine yesterday. If anyone is reading this- please pray that it won't be weird for either of us when we're around eachother and that I won't be so selfish about this whole thing. Thanks.